DEATH!!!

So this is face of near death experiences. Isn't it pretty? I am putting this on here because I know that only the people that love me look at this and it is not accessible to others (hopefully). Yesterday I went running. BUT I went running at 3:30 in 102 degree weather. I realized that I wasn't going to get to go running that night because of a kindergarten social we had and then Dustin had basketball. So the baby was asleep and I left Maddy and Josey to watch a movie and just ran around my block so that I was running past my house about every five minutes and could check on them. Well I got about two miles even though I was going to try and go four and this is what I looked like when I staggered back into my house. The picture doesn't do it justice but seriously my face was the same color as my shirt and I am surprised that no one stopped me to ask me if I was okay while I was out there. Anyway I was at the farthest point from my house when I seriously thought I was going to pass out. I started feeling really light headed and I think that I was getting heat stroke. I get REALLY hot when I run anyway but with it being hot outside it was death! I had these visions of me passing out and my kids at home alone and I walked home to cool off and sit down. I had to get in a freezing shower for like fifteen minutes to finally cool my body down and even then my face was still really red for a really long time. Anyway that is my commitment to this marathon. I will run in 102 degree weather with the sun beating down on me and risk DYING to get the miles in! What are you risking?